yom kippuralicious

my grandmother came for yom kippur today. we had duck, which is pretty funny, considering you're supposed to fast and then eat breakfast like food for dinner. but none of us fasted, so...duck. i used to fast, but it makes my head hurt, so...

anyway, when my grandmother was here for rosh hashannah, i was all drugged, and she totally hounded me about 'oh laura, you don't laugh the way you used to' and it sucked. this time i was all alert so she was incredibly happy. she took me to our local starbucks, where we sat outside. it was lovely, and we sat there for over an hour, sometimes talking, sometimes just being together. in the end, my grandmother really is wonderful.

no movies again today.

i've "decided" that my next treatment is going to cure me. i both have reason to have hope in my next medication, and it's just fucking time. i can't stand the boredom anymore. wish me luck tomorrow in getting an appointment ASAP with my doctor so i can get to getting cured.