it's been a while

i knew i hadn't posted in a while, but i didn't realize it'd been since the 20th. wow. so. i got better. like better better. like i've read a ton of books better (reading is always the hardest thing for me to do with my headache). i'm loathe to declare myself officially in the clear "better" because you know how much i've been up and down, but i think this is the real thing. a few days after my last post i felt better, went to vancouver because my dad works there part of the time, to baltimore to see my boyfriend, and to new haven to vote and see friends. you'd think i'd be ecstatic, and it's really great to be out of the house and seeing people, but i'm pretty overwhelmed by being better. it's like i grew up from 5 to 22 in a day.